jimmy (Vinyl Shaker): Sometimes i feel so discouraged and i... ...i fall into that place again, but i swore that i'll never look back, yeah,i won't look back ever again. At times it seems that there is no... ...no fucking hope for me in this world, but i took a step forward and aaah... ...i found myself stumbling onward, and for... ...FOR... ...EVER... ...MORE... ...FOREVERMORE... ...falling forward. In fragmented dreams,we're lost in crazy streams... (Chasing that feeling that will never last...) *
05-05-07 - 18:19:14

jimmy (Vinyl Shaker): Winterton 22 - 04 - 06 jimmy kill Are these tears of joy or the salty fruits of sorrow? In my state of confusion i am afraid that my heart will get lost... ...because so many times before, i let my heart act like the whore, just being abused and taken advantage of, and that's how the story goes... *
05-05-07 - 18:20:22

jimmy (Vinyl Shaker): Letters (that save) 24-07-06 Dear your name here Thanks again for the letters, i do appreciate it ever so much! It means alot that you care about me and that you trust me,i trust you too! That's why i am going to say some of the things i need to. My head and heart differ from each other, the one thing they have in common; is the will to find love and in love find safety... *
05-05-07 - 18:22:11

jimmy (Vinyl Shaker): I understand you a little better now, i know you feel trapped inside your mind. To me it's not hard explaining things in words, it's hard to bring it into the open. I fear the reaction, been hiding, never taking the risk of holding onto someone. * Very personal part,names not mentioned here *... *
05-05-07 - 18:23:25

jimmy (Vinyl Shaker): You could never save her, you could have taken her away and helped her to move on, but things like that never go away. You're constantly reminded, forever subconsciously haunted, trust me i know. It must be hard and i wish i could help. ** Note to C.S,you have helped ,a damn lot. Big hugs! XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX** I have been hiding a secret, ever since i've been hiding... ...everything... ...from everyone! No one knows and no one will know, cause i can't tell them... *
05-05-07 - 18:24:44