jimmy (Vinyl Shaker): ...besides... ...it's pointless! I told someone once, she didn't make much of it, so why should anyone make much of it now? The heart is the part of me that is lost, you told me not to leave myself lost. I realize that i am already lost... ...I am tearing myself apart, keep wishing i could disapear along with every trace of my existence... *
05-05-07 - 18:26:33

jimmy (Vinyl Shaker): I don't tell you... ...because... ....i'm afraid of what it will do to you and that once you knew, you'd turn away and if you didn't turn away, i'd think that you stayed only cause you felt obligated to stay. I just want to let go, i don't want to hide anymore! We are so alike and yet we're different!... *
05-05-07 - 18:27:50

jimmy (Vinyl Shaker): ...Losing someone you love is easier than never allowing yourself to love! I can't push myself far enough to open up, i am ashamed of what i've become! You have a strong and caring heart, an amazing and still dark mind, that is what people idolize you for. Your nature,everything about you and the way you are is unbelievable and indescribable... *
05-05-07 - 18:29:00

jimmy (Vinyl Shaker): ...Even if you don't think it's true and mabey it isn't, but that's how i see you and what i think of you. *** If only you knew how much i think of you, a part of my heart belongs to you and always will. You talk so much of me, i feel like i will let you down oneday, if i haven't already. If i have then i'm so sorry, guess i'm not so perfect. ***... *
05-05-07 - 18:30:34

jimmy (Vinyl Shaker): ...Now you know why i am the way i am, mabey not exactly, but you have an idea. **** Oh,you don't have an idead, but i understand you, truly,i do! **** I care about you too... ...a damn lot! ***Love her name here***... *
05-05-07 - 18:33:41